I feel that something is lacking in my life. I have no idea what is it but I know something is not right, not enough and definitely not satisfying.
And its frustrating the hell out of me.
Its like a shadow that you see at the corner of your eyes. One moment, its there and the next moment when you turned around to look directly at it, its gone, already darted to another mysterious position. And everytime you try to look at it directly, its gone. Out of your grasp again. Its so frustrating.
There is definitely something missing from my life. I have no idea what is it and how should I go about hunting for this missing entity. Its intangible and yet physical. Intangible cos I know it does not exist materially. Physical cos I know if I found it, it will definitely complete my existence. Trying to subsitute it with physical materials just frustrate me more. The more stuff I own, the more empty I bcome. Its like a black hole that which is unfillable and the more materials that you dump into this hole, the more gaping it will be.
I want to know what is this missing entity that is missing from my life. This missing piece of puzzle that mars my mundane existence. Not knowing what this missing puzzle is and how to find it just adds to my ever growing frustration.
Has any of you felt this before?