Saturday, October 15, 2005

Morbidly beautiful

For the past week, I had not been crawlling in cyberspace much. I just don have the mood nor the interests in doing anything. Sometimes its a little hard to believe that a simple sentence could just strike you so sharp and kill all your interests in anything else other than dwelling in whatever that was said. Its just so sick and twisted.

I did not have much interest in anything, not even the Internet. Worked long hours, until such that even a few other bosses asked why am I always the one to stay back until so late. Came home and stared brainlessly at some stupid programmes on the idiot box, read a crappy novel which seemed to take forever to finish, stuffed myself with junk food, scolded Ozzie for licking my toes and sleep. Thats basically the stuff that I was doing for the past few days.

Pathetically mundane.

But yet, I think I am enjoying it. I am essentially living in my own world. I do not have to answer to anyone, other than my boss but thats another story, and I don have to listen to anyone else. Its quite interesting and beautiful in a morbid sense. I felt like Emily, if anyone ever remembered that show.

Oh well, if thats gonna be the way I am going to live for the next 40 years or so, so be it.


Paddy Tan said...

Welcome back!
Was checking your blog everyday to see when it be up again. :)

Always enjoy a good read at your entries.

Iris said...

wow, I don know what to say.. Thanks a lot!

I like being back! :D

Anonymous said...

Hey I like to read ur blog too.. :)


Iris said...

Hey Ah Nee, thanks!!!

DK said...

Good to know that I'm not the only person checking this blog everyday. Still shows that I'm normal. haha....


Good to see you back!! :)

Iris said...

Thanks guys!

It so heart-warming to know that I've got fans!