Iris?

I am so used to being called Iris that when Eelin called me 晶华 a couple of days earlier, it just seemed so weird. The name just brought back quite a lot of memories, most of them good and happy ones.

I like my birth name. Theres a reason why my parents named me that but for the life of me, I just can't recall it. Then again, not many people would know the true significance behind their name. Or is it just me?

I want to be 晶华 cos Iris is a sad girl.

Then again, it really irks when my name is not being pronounced properly..