I really should learn from my mistakes. I am such a foolish empty-headed stupid idiot.
All of them are the same, its for the thrill only. They came, they took and then they went away. And all the time, I let them. Its just so mindless.
Sometimes, I really wonder why on earth did I even bother thinking about the stuff that I did. Its not as if its something wrong. On the contrary, there is nothing right nor wrong with it. Its just a feeling and at the moment, I felt used.
Sometimes, I would rather be so numbed that I don feel anything. Without feelings, then there will not be any distractions now, will there? Its so frustrating.
No one cares, so why should I.