Ok, I can't take this anymore. I really need to rant.
Why the hell are you so dumb?! Knowingly allow him to take advantage of you and your emotions?! You know he is already involved and yet you still went along with him? Worse still, hes married and already had a girlfriend somemore!
Sigh, my dear friend, whatever were you thinking..
Men only got one thing in mind, whatever it is, you are smart enough to figure it out.
First, they bed you.
Then they said it was a mistake and they don want to get involved and would prefer you to be their friend.
And then they still continue bedding you.
Now that is speaking from experience.
If you want to play, then make damn fucking sure that you be the one to hurt others and not the ones to get hurt. If you cannot buried your feelings deep into the ocean, then make damn sure that you don even be a player.
Its either you get hurt or you hurt others. Period. There are no two ways about it.
Sometimes I really wish that we were born in ancient times as Amazon womens. Then we play the men and not the other way round.
I rather dance with fishes in the sea than to dance with men in bed.
I hope the jerk who did that to you get some strange VD and his cock drop off dead in front of his eyes while he was in the middle of an orgasm. I hope he rots in hell.