Will I ever be happy?

Sometimes I don feel like my blog belongs to me at all..

I love my blog, its a way for me to express myself, to tell others, faceless anonymous people and my friends my life, my emotions, my feelings and my experiences. Its also a way for my words to flow, words when I have no chance to use during the day when I am busy working.

And yet, I always feel that there are so many things that I cannot say in my blog. Things that are too personal and things that I do not want to talk about cos I do not see the point of talking much about it.

Why?

I am feeling very vexed at the moment. Its the same old useless stuff that I am always having trouble about.

Why? Why? Why?

Can this ever end?

Will I ever have the day when I am not troubled by the same thing again?

Would there come a day when you will never leave me? Will there ever be a day when I can say what I want to say here?

And most importantly, will I ever be happy?