Stupid body

At the request of Mr D, I cut my hair. More like layered it.

And I think I look dumb in it. Its making my hair sticking out like some kind of dry weeds cos its really dry. Yes, I think my hair is finally damaged. I had been a lazy girl and have not been taking care of myself properly these days. I never use any conditioners nor any treatment.

Actually I think I have not been taking of myself properly since I don know when. I am just too lazy to be like any normal girls, pampering themselves with moisturizers, lotions and stuff like that. Its such a dread to have to apply this and that on one's body. I think I am lazy to the point where the only thing I ever do for my body is to shower it, wash it, clean it and then dry it. Thats it.

And now I am regretting it. My gastric is weak, my skin is bad and I am having a kind of stupid fungi infection.

For the past week, I had been popping pills like popping sweets. Its kinda scary. This is the first time I have ever eaten so many pills in a week. Pills for my skin infection, then pills for my weak gastric, pills for my runny nose, pills for my fever and pills for don know what fuck!

The problem is that I have never been nice to my body and its a little too difficult to change my attitue towards it. I was often asked why do I abused my body so much. I guess its cos I hated it. Its ugly, it stinks and it produces waste. Its just a piece of equipment to me.

Oh well, I guess I should just pamper myself more. Its better late than never.

Anyone need a companion for a moisturizing session?