The emotional pains are really killing me slowly.
One caused by death, physical death of someone I loved. The other caused by hurt, emotional hurt by someone I have feelings for.
I am so suffocated, so confused.
If my emotional turmoils were to have a physical effect on my heart, I think today my heart just suffered a huge slash across, leaving a gaping hole through it.
Sometimes I just wish that I would evaporate from the surface of this earth so that I will never need to deal with such human pains.