Phone checks

On the one hand, I am glad that both my parents are healthy and have the ability to nag at me for some tiny nitty critty details and on the other hand, I sometimes wish that they will just leave me alone. They really get on my nerves and I mean really..

Everynight, without fail, they will call me to check on what time I will be back home. And I mean every single bloody fucking night. Even if I aleady told them beforehand that I will be back home late cos I have some appointment and stuff like that and they will still call me if I am not back home after certain hours. And its super fucking irritating.

I was out at JB for my eye check up and decided to go catch a movie after that. At around 8pm plus, my mum called me. The ring tone already should have indicated to her that I was still out of Singapore and yet she just kept calling, even after I hung up on her. I was in the fucking cinema for Christ sake! And so she just kept calling and calling until I had no choice but to send her 3 messages to ask her to stop. And that still did not work. In the end, I had to answer the stupid bloody phone call in the cinema, irritating other people as a result.

Then while on the bus back in Singapore, she called me again. She asked if I was back in Singapore and I blasted her off in the bus. I mean, couldn't had listen to the ring tone in the phone that I was already back in Singapore soil?!

And then after I hung up the call, and got off the bus, she sent me a message asking me what time I would be back home and do I need to work tomorrow since it was already late. For fuck sake! I already told her I was back in Singapore already ain't I?!

I ignored her message and came back home. The moment I came home, I stormed into her room and totally lost it, not that I was very proud of it but my nerves have already been frayed by the tireness of travelling to and fro M'sia and then all the pollution and crowd that I had encountered on the journey. I am always drained and in a bad mood whenever I come back from my eye check-ups.

So I basically warned my parents that if they should continue their ways especially after I had already told them not to continue, I will be moving out on my own and basically shut them out of my life.

Dad woke up and blasted me off from throwing my tempers anyhow the moment I stepped into the house. I basically asked him to shut the fuck up and went to shower, ignoring him.

I mean, I was definitely not right to let my anger got over me but this bloody phone call thingy had already be dragged on for a bloody long time. I had already told them that I am in my mid-twenties, going to be in my thirties soon and they still keep track of my personal life?! For fuck sake! Its true that they will always be worried about what I do and treat me like a child but can you imagine how I will look if I were out with my colleagues and boss and yet had to entertain my parent's checks on the bloody phone call!? Sometimes I feel like smashing the stupid fucking phone into the wall!

Fucking hell, I am so damn pissed now that I feel like storming into their room, wake them up from their sleep and shout at them again.

I need something to vent my anger now.