tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10980067.post115176072637885954..comments2023-09-30T19:25:55.553+08:00Comments on iRis: Alone in a big worldiRishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03999396938246247458noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10980067.post-33090752606310321412007-03-19T20:35:00.000+08:002007-03-19T20:35:00.000+08:00Thats sucky, wat a bastard...Well, I am not that d...Thats sucky, wat a bastard...<BR/><BR/>Well, I am not that different from you, I am seeing this guy, we are intimate and we behave like we are a couple. In a way, we share lots of things together, but never venturing into the emotional and feelings aspects. Maybe its cos we are too insecure with each other to be sharing our lives totally together with each other. Or maybe its just cos he cannot accept me and thats why I am holding myself back.<BR/><BR/>Thing is, I feel terrible everyday cos I am very clear about my feelings for him, I love him. I just dunno wat to do with him. And the fact that I do not belong to him makes it even worse when I am physically with him. I don know if he will one day do what that bastard did to you. And I have known him for close to 3 years already. <BR/><BR/>I know just what you are going through, life sucks. And I hate it.iRishttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03999396938246247458noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10980067.post-87538129369708149312007-03-19T08:05:00.000+08:002007-03-19T08:05:00.000+08:00You arent lonely in this big worl....im far, so fa...You arent lonely in this big worl....im far, so far, away from, u, but feel sometimes..well, more than sometimes, the same way u feel.<BR/>and when it happens, i try to think about nature, my dogs, the ones i love, the other ones i love but dont even realize i loved them so much..also think, about this guy, whom i met, i changed my life-sure enought to admit, that whithouthim, i have the impression, i l be feeling alone in this world, all by myself. <BR/>is this love?... uckk..<BR/>as it s the first time this happens to me, i really dont know how to act, he rejects me..and it hurts so much..but what is worst, is that we ved had a closed relationship, but changed his ..closed hs heart..and one day after making love, he sais "i dont want u anymore, i dont like u anymore".<BR/>then i think, life is unfair, world crazy, and that in the end..we can t trust anyone. <BR/>i understand your mood, but try to think about the susnsets...thry give my strength, for going along alone, without knowing why, but..remember..keep focus on the snsets, they warmed u, and mahe u feel embraced by something bigger...maybe god..who knows?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com